Midnight Spectrum

With the sunrise
You're in my palms...
While in the end
Midnight
Rests its soul
Between
Your thighs
And I wonder
Through out your day
Where the borough fits in
And where your thoughts direct their stare
And what idle ideas
Are synonymous for in your world
As well as the order of your words
In that
Little
Secret
Folded tree
In the backyard of your mind
Because while midnight has been granted the heat of your inner being
I have been left to
Loiter on the outskirts...
Until I'm special enough to be given a role...
Until I'm special enough
to plant my own tree
In your back yard
In the hopes of something
Profound in nature occurring....
Like midnight making room
In the special space inside of you
For the rest of us
In the spectrum
Of light.

Untld: Moment in Brooklyn

So...
Naturally you can understand
My heartbreak
When the one I love
Doesn't
Fucking
Love
Me.

Obviously
All I need is some me time
The shut the world out
And be stingy
Just
With
Me
Kind.

Apparently
You don't give a fuck
Or you're still oblivious
Either way
It's a personal problem

But...
Just don't bitch about the role
Once you've been casted...
And elect not to play
Your
Fucking
Part.

Then again...
I love you through it all...
And I understood
Way before it all...
Sometimes...
In my
Semi-moments of weakness
I sit hoping you'd call
But I still know
You love me....
You just piss me the fuck off sometimes.

Untld: The Loveless

She said if I loved her she'd know it
Shit---
If I felt it I'd show it
But I just said these things to please her
clear her mind
Ready and willing to ease her Pussy lips on the ones between my nose and chin.
Damn---
Never thought she'd want the love
Not from me
Not like this
Didn't know she didn't know I didn't feel like that.
Didn't know she really thought I loved her back...
Then again
Don't think she really did
She just wished really hard
Wished she could remodel me into the prototype of anyone other than the loveless person that I am...
And I can be nothing more
Than who I am...
Without wanting to be that for myself.