Mindful

So yesterday
Somewhere between the silent treatment
And the interactive boredom
I lost my mind
So...
Today...
I backed tracked
And...missed it
Fast forwarded...
Absent minded
Found it
Now it's sitting on my desk
With the books
And all the other educated looking props...
I've found the portal to my sanity...
I'm just not ready to use it...
I like my excuse to go off sporadically...
"Plum monkey fuck you in the nuts"
Phrases and such...
Don't go over so well
When there's the perception that I have all my marbles in the jar...
Or my mind
In my head...
So...
I'll donate it to science...
The homeless...
The less fortunate
Any reason to say my mind
Is still...
Lost